excuse me as I check my email religiously and perform a ritual to make a response come sooner
so so close to having everything work out for the summer, or being left with nothing. it’s all written in the stars
I can’t help but think I’m pummeling through school and not taking time to do anything I enjoy. In high school I focused on grades and a ton of extracurriculars and work to keep me busy so I could get into a good college. Now I’m focused on classes, work, and volunteering so I don’t fail further down the line. I’m wondering if it ever slows down, or what it’s like not to be so busy. What’s it like to relax and hang out with friends instead of have your day go from 7 to 6 every day so you can start homework exhausted until you pass out and start it all over again the next day?
Something good will come from all this, I know it. I just wish it would come sooner, or be a goal I could see instead of some far off idea of a great future.
